i love chocolates

We had our date as a couple yesterday! Actually it’s our second date to be exact. I don’t go to watch a movie with my exes before and it’s my first time to go to watch a movie with someone dear to my heart. And I’m glad it’s him.

At the middle of the movie he whispered something to my ear and said thank you for today and then I smiled and kissed him on his cheek I know he was surprised and yet happy for that gesture.

He even bought me a box of chocolates for me. And I love chocolates!

We had a great time together. He even told me that he felt that I’m already his wife but he want to save more money for our future because he loves me so much.

Pa, for all those time and for all the things you’re doing for my sake and for our future thank you so much!

divine mercy shrine

After we had the date upon going back home I invited him to attend mass together in Divine mercy shrine we supposed to went there a month ago but unfortunately we didn’t made it last time, that’s why we decided to went in divine mercy shrine yesterday.

There are lots of people, I don’t know every time I’m in divine mercy shrine the feeling is different I felt that GOD is just within reach that He is just there listening and embracing us.

As the mass ended, he told me that he is so happy that I brought him in divine mercy shrine, he even told me that he thank GOD for having me and letting me brought him in divine mercy shrine.

I’m happy to have him; I know that he loves me so much! Thank you Lord for bringing him into my life.

SaD LoVe LeTTeR

We were talking now, and I can sense that the feeling is gone. I’m trying to say to him between the lines what I really want to say, without him hurting. But, I don’t know if he just couldn’t understand or he just keep on ignoring it. As, what he have said he loves me and he don’t want to lose me.  That, all he is doing right now is for US!

But, what will I do with it if I don’t have him now. Now, that I want to be with him. We couldn’t even have a date. We just keep on talking over the phone and over the net since he is busy with work. But, I don’t want that kind of stuff anymore.

I want to feel that I really have someone, that I have him. But, through his actions he let me keep on thinking that this we called OURS is just an illusion. Maybe you do really love me. But, to be honest I can’t feel it.  I felt as if you don’t want to see me. You came over to our house two weeks ago but I wasn’t home that time. You just came when you wanted to see me. But, what I supposed to do when I wanted to see you? I don’t have that forever to wait for you.

And now, I guess the feeling is gone!  It’s just so sad that we will end up this way.

I’m sorry!

postponed date

We supposed to have a date this week, we were about to watch the movie 2012 and it will be our first time to watch a movie together.


Though the movie doesn’t sound to be a romantic one for lovers and yet we both agreed to watch it. With his hectic schedule at work it was postponed. He said he is sorry and he promised that by next week we will go to watch it together.


I’m just hoping against all hope that it will really happen since he always make excuses on things that he promised and never happen. But, despite of it he always says his apology to me. And I just always say it’s ok though it not just to make him feel that’s it really ok. But, during those times that I’m not in the mood and I’m bit frustrated; I argue with him. Lolz! How bad am I? Hahahahaha

sTaR cITy pHiLiPpInEs

Last Saturday we talked over the net and through cell phone. Around five in the afternoon he texted me that he is the way going here in our place. Innocently I asked him, where are you going? And he said to my surprise in your house!

Whaaattttt???!!!! He knew where our house is, he even brought me home but he hadn’t had the chance to come in since I don’t know how I can introduce him to my family. I told him that he can’t come over coz I haven’t told my mom that I have visitor. And he said its okay don’t worry ill just hang around here in the town proper ill just make myself familiarized with the place that soon to be my town too.

He invited me to go to star city and I said yes just to make him feel okay. But, I’ll make it this time to him; we will go together there to have some time together. And I even agreed that we will watch movie within this month.

I know the guy loves me so much, so much that he even wants to spend the rest of his life with me. That he is even brave enough to meet my family especially my mom. And he even, pursue harder in work and in life just to give me a good life after we got married.

To all of the things you’re doing for me, thank you! I just keep on praying that even after the time comes that we will get marry, we will work together for our family. Changes might occur but for the best for us and to our soon to be children.

OnLiNe LoVeRs

many dont agree with relationships built online. isnt it sounds crazy logically? many says how can you love someone whom you just met online. many can lie! and thats a FACT!

as what my friends told me i was crazy in love once lolz. but i am, i liked the man knowing that we just met online. but at first he was a friend, after more than a year he told me that he liked me too more than just a friend. maybe because he knew me little by little by constant talk over the net.

and now, that we met. i cant say that there is that certain spark in my eyes when i laid my eyes on him. but, he asked me to give him some time to prove himself to me.

and now, this is it. im giving you time to prove your love to me. many married couples met their husband tru the net. though many failed. but, i dont critize those some who still believe on it.

but let me remind you, you should meet first before youll fight that he or she is really the one. the first thing you put on mind though you met in the net you still need to meet in person. because, talking over the net is more different while talking personally.

for those who are inlove, goodluck!

facebook addicts

Without a doubt, social gaming is on the rise — and big business for some. With the Facebook application platform, game developers have an unprecedented opportunity to tap into existing social connections for both compelling gameplay and viral promotions for their titles.

And they’re taking advantage of it in droves. Luckily for Facebook users, many of these games are mighty fun. Take a look at our 10 top picks for getting your Facebook game on.




10. Biotronic
9. Restaurant City
8. MindJolt Games
7. Know-It-All Trivia
6. Zynga Poker
5. Bejeweled Blitz
4. YoVille
3. Mafia Wars
2. Word Challenge
1. Farmville

With 11 million daily players and counting, Farmville is a virtual force to be reckoned with. If you like management-type games where you build and monitor assets — or if you just love farm animals — this could be the Facebook (Facebook) game for you.

With several gazillion other Facebook game options out there, we’re sure we’ve omitted some of your favorites. Be sure to let us know what you play in the comments, and why others should play it too! SOURCE


---im just new in facebook and i saw on my sisters facebook a so called farmville and i said to her..what are you doing are you enjoying it? and to my surprise when i learned the do's and dont's of this game im one of those facebook addicts especially farmville. upon opening of our computer the first site i visit is the facebook im so excited to see if its time for me to harvest. if you will ask me whats my ultimate dream? i want to have my own villa or an hacienda. many might laugh at me but i dont care its my dream and i know one day it will all come true not just here in facebook farmville but to the reality of the world.

iN mEmOrY oF TaTay...

in few days we are all commemorating the memories of our love ones who past away.

our beloved tatay past away two years ago where i am out of the country. i havent had the chance to see him for the last time and it really break my heart.

in silence everytime i remember all those happy memories with him i couldnt help. but, tears keep on falling on my cheeks.when im talking bout him and fighting back the tears my voices is shaking.

tay, i want you to know that even its not all souls day your always be in my heart no matter what. i might not told you verbally how much i love you i know you knew deep in your heart that i do love you. and, you might not told me either too those words verbally. i knew,, i really knew how much you love me and my siblings.

let me introduce who is tatay we were calling by the way. he is not our biological father nor our step father. he is my fathers elder brothers whose always been there for us more than our father.

dont worry bout us tay, we were all okay here. i know you already found real happiness with our Creator. may you rest in peace.

we love you!

i DoN't hAVe A hEaRt....

what is the basis for love?

i knew deep within me that he is special but i don't know if its love. he wanted to come over but its only me who make so many excuses so that he cant come to our home. to be honest i don't have the guts to tell anyone that he is the one. maybe because he is not that gorgeous one and everytime we walk i felt that everyone is staring to us as if they saying something coz physically were not that okay.

we supposedly go to church to attend mass on sunday since my mom still doesnt know bout him i dont know what excuse i will make to my mom so that she will allow me to go out during sunday. instead of saying alibi to my mom, i made an excuse to him saying that my cousins are coming over to have chitchats with me. im unfair i know, but what should i do? last night we exchange so many text messages and he asked me to promise to him that no matter what happen i will not leave him. and he even said that he wont go to sleep unless i answer his request. i dont have a heart to hurt him but i dont think so that i have the heart to love him the way he wanted me too.

we started as a friends and now here we are lovers. i know he loves me more than i love him and thats what he also told me last night. and im thankful for it.

an old acquitance told me to better to fall in love with a guy who loves you more than you love him because for sure he will do everything just make you stay. here am i now, having a man who loves me more but what am i feeling right now? maybe i still need a little time to know him more and to understand the man.

hE sAiD .... He LoVeS mE....

we'd been friends way back then until we became lovers.. we've never seen yet personally we just met here in the net. many might react that its just an ordinary story meeting here in the net here and there with this high techonology. but, let me remind you though we were on the so called new generations. the meaning of love still doesnt change.

to make story short, we were now on our 9th month going on to our 10th month. by the way, we already met...theres no such thing like i saw all the stars when i saw his face but i felt comfortable as if we already knew one another in real life for so long. he is kind and thoughtful, he even brought me back home but my mother still doesnt know anything bout him but my sister knew but how we met still a mystery to them..oh, how can i tell them bout us? but im hoping one day i can have that courage to introduce him to my family.


many dont agree with love online i dont know if i'll gonna be one of those who fall and got married meeting their other half online. until my next story.

bLoGgIng...bLogGiNg...

i attended two days seminar about blogging and here am i now, trying to apply what i have learned from those two days. i already do have an old account but its not active and i want to start again to apply all the strategies and techniques i have learned.

on our day one our goal is to earn while on our day too our goal is to have followers on our blog.

i know that two days i had spent will be a great success..so, all you who wants to blog start now. and lets all have fun while earning.