We were talking now, and I can sense that the feeling is gone. I’m trying to say to him between the lines what I really want to say, without him hurting. But, I don’t know if he just couldn’t understand or he just keep on ignoring it. As, what he have said he loves me and he don’t want to lose me. That, all he is doing right now is for US!
But, what will I do with it if I don’t have him now. Now, that I want to be with him. We couldn’t even have a date. We just keep on talking over the phone and over the net since he is busy with work. But, I don’t want that kind of stuff anymore.
I want to feel that I really have someone, that I have him. But, through his actions he let me keep on thinking that this we called OURS is just an illusion. Maybe you do really love me. But, to be honest I can’t feel it. I felt as if you don’t want to see me. You came over to our house two weeks ago but I wasn’t home that time. You just came when you wanted to see me. But, what I supposed to do when I wanted to see you? I don’t have that forever to wait for you.
And now, I guess the feeling is gone! It’s just so sad that we will end up this way.
I’m sorry!
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